I don’t know why I’m so tired today.  My energy level is usually pretty good (for which I’m extrememly grateful).  Usually, when I get tired I can look forward to a time of rest or relief…  BUT when caring for a disabled child, there really isn’t any rest or relief.  It’s constant; it never lets up.  To borrow a word from Stephanie Hubach…  it’s relentless.  So I get especially discouraged when I’m tired.  I guess I should turn things around in my head and thank God for the high energy level that He usually gives me.  Maybe that’s what I can look forward to – God’s perfect provision of energy for me.  And sleep tonight.  Yes, sleep sounds nice.